This isn’t a real post. Just the musings of a tired mind.
Over the past few weeks, and specially the past few days, I have been kicking myself for committing to present the findings of the ‘Digitalisation of SMEs’ project (I mentioned it on the blog, earlier – for instance, here), at a research seminar that took place, today.
I had two options:
- re-use a presentation that I did a couple of times already, on a topic that I feel very confident about
- or prepare a new presentation from scratch, on a topic that is still pretty much work in progress.
I chose the latter.
And as I found myself struggling to put this presentation together, while doing many other urgent things, I questioned my decision more than once. ‘You could have chosen the other project,’ I told myself. ‘Why did you have to go with this one?’
Well, today I delivered the presentation.
- Preparing the slides really helped me think about different ways of communicating the urgency of the research, and the rationale for the chosen approach. I significantly changed the order in which I presented the various parts of the argument, for instance; and, as I had to read and re-read some of our sources, I got to know the material much better than before;
- This topic was much more relevant to the audience than the other one I had in mind. They asked lots of questions and made really pertinent observations that really helped me to think (further) about the issues at stake. Their comments also helped me make sense of some of the findings, and how to present them.
For these reasons, I am now in a much better place to finish the paper I have been struggling with, as well as plan the next stage of this work.
To me, this was a welcome reminder of the value of writing (or, in this case, presenting) in order to think. It was a reminder to embrace messiness.
I would like to encourage you to do the same: in your blog posts, in your presentations, in the projects you choose to accept (maybe even your running?): take the more challenging route, because it offers more opportunities for growth.